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My dear Miss Edgeworth,—I received
your acknowlegement this day which is more than a hundred of
the volumes acknowledged. I am afraid that I shall [riot] greatly
master
the self conceit it is likely to excite by deducting one half
of your praise and setting it to the account of your partiality
for the author for I am not sure if that is likely to diminish
my self
value but on the contrary I think it very like to increase
it. Now though there is such a petition in our old fashiond
Scots litany
as "Lord send us all a good conceit of ourselves" yet
as the doze may be very easily increased to a dangerous [one]
I had better answer your letter before its full operation on
my pericranium.
Seriously my own best thoughts of any
thing I ever wrote never went beyond my excellent friend Sir
Robert Dundas's (whom you saw I think in our House in Castle
Street) approbation
of a good joke which he expresses in these words at the utmost "Thats
not bad." Adam Fergusson & I have shot jest upon jest in
hopes to carry a little forth but it was always the same sort
of laugh and the same limited approbation. Now I claim credit
as an
honest man when I tell you that almost all things I have written
even those which the public has received best have been so
much inferior to that which I would like to have done that
I am always disgusted
with them for the time at least—Years afterwards when the ideas
out of which the story was produced have been entirely forgotten
I have been much better pleased with them. I fancy something
like this may occur to other authors. With me it is a very
strong feeling
and leads to a little reluctance to speak or think about these
things unless to a friend like yourself who will not readily
suspect me
of affectation.
The Letters of Sir Walter Scott, ed. H.J.C.
Grierson, vol. X (London: Constable, 1936), pp. 309-10.
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